Hmm, sejak kebelakangan ni rasa lain macam ni. Me and Khairul always talk about marriage, baby and all the related stuff. Is not like I don't like it, every woman must be really happy if her boyfriend really want to marry her. But the things is now, semua benda tak stable lagi, banyak benda nak kene diperbetulkan. Mean, daris segi kewangan, of course and about us, are we ready to all this, hmm, for me, masak, ibadah saya, akhlak saya semua. I wanna be a good wife and mother, nahh semua orang pun. So, bincang punya bincang, insyaAllah lagi 3 tahun and we will see if jodoh kami masih kuat, kami bersatu, pray for us, hmm sesiapa yg terlalu blog ini :')
Sebenarnya bila aku meningkat usia remaja dan nak 20-an da pun, I realise masa zaman bebudak dulu lagi bestla wehh. Yes , we played a lot, we study a lot too masa nak upsr yeahh mak bapak push juga okey haha. And now, dalam kepala hotak ni dok pikiaq kawinn je. Orang sekeliling pun influence jugak, sini kawin situ kawin. And me, I have Khairul but orang selalu cakap bercinta selepas kahwin lebih baik, what about people yg nak bercinta, so kene kawin dulu but parents tak kasi kawin, so kenela jadi kawan or bercinta, and semua org kata haramm, but memang betul pun. So, the best thing is, beringatlah sebelum terkene. Bercinta/ even berkawan pun beringat, jangan jadi murah sangat and for guy jangan bajet dah rosakkan anak dara orang pastu buat statement 'ohh saya nak cari wanita muslimah je untuk jadi isteri saya' HELLO, u can turn ur girlfriend into muslimah too. On my opinion, jaga diri masing-masing. Sebab saya bercinta jarak jauh, we rarely meet, alhamdulillah, Allah masih selamatkan kami. Hari demi harap harap akhlak dan jodoh kami makin kuat.
Wah wah wah panjang juga hujahku petang ini sebab kelas plastic cancel. I think I have to start doing some tutorial/exercise and also revision. Wish me luck for my final exam, it just around the cornah! Bye Jemah love XOXO
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