perasaan

Kadang-kadang aku sendiri confuse dengan perasaan aku.

Kadang-kadang rasa aku dah buat salah pilihan.

KENAPA AKU PILIH MATRIKS ?

Sbb aku tak dapat asasi.

Kenapa aku nak asasi? sebab aku nak jadi Dentistry. Tapi sebenarnya aku suka Physchology. Aku tak minat benda-benda heavy. Aku suka benda yg boleh difikir akal yg sedia ada.

SO AWK NAK MENYESAL SEKARANG SYIDA ?

Nope, aku TAK BOLEH menyesal. Aku mengaku, betapa sakit peritnya masuk matriks ni. Heavynya pelajaran dia, smpai kadang-kadang aku jadi tak minat nak teruskan. Aku bukan dah taknak belajar but when u're getting older I MEAN NOT THAT OLD haha but when u're 18, YOU DON'T WANT LIKE IN THE BLOODY SCHOOL. I really want to study in the specific area but my mum said in Malaysia we have to study all means like bio,chem,phy all this three killer sub. U HAVE TO KNOW sedangkan kalau nak jadi doktor gigi perlulah tahu pasal motion,gravity and all that physics thingy. Hmm, why why why ? YaAllah berilah aku kekuatan. Hilangkanlah rasa malas yg amat tebal ni. Jangan fikirkan kesenangan sangat Syida , at least if u get the good/ better result u can go to UKM/USM , that only take a degree student. Itu lebih diiktiraf jika awak memang nak menceburkan diri dalam bidang sains ni, AWAK PERLU KUAT, YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG. No more play around, no more dating :/ but I want to. I swear I'll study hard and only TAK STUDY haha bodonya during Friday and Saturday because I want to spend with my sweetheart, hee. YaAllah panjangkanlah jodoh kami, Aminnn :)

Ouh yeahh aku kene buat jadual belajar from now, siapkan homework, bilalah nak start and tons of revision, aku tekad nak habiskan matriks SETAHUN JE. YaAllah bantulah hambamu ini, aku merayuuu