SAD

Yes, I have my down day now. I know, one week before SPM and I still can talk about this. It doesn't matter asalkan this thing let go from my mind , so I HAVE TO TALK TO LET IT GO! Okey first of all I want to talk about this one guy , Idk what actually ur problem but for me I done the best for you , I talk nicely , I smile , never crossed my mind to do to u like what u did to me now! And I get it ! whooo like I am happy right ? happyyyyyyy muchh -,- I know maybe u think that u're so great ! There was a girl that was so in love with you , always want to text u and all but for u to know that I am just an ordinary girl , I just like them out there that maybe need her boyfriend more than me , I don't need ur money , ur stuff , I just need u to be with me , u don't need to use ur moneeeyyyy to much just for me , but that was the difficult thing right for u , hmmm.

Then , today I found his facebook. Ouhh okey I am so excited at first but hmm he don't add me and maybe everybody just say u have to add him. I am not interested. That was enough that I chase ur before and this is the time for u to chase me IF YOU WANT ! I know you won't so just thank you. U hurt me too much. I love u so muchh after I'm in love with someone for one year and half and this is what u did to me??? I'm really sick with love ! I'm jst want to loved and be loved by someone , I mean true love , is it so hard ? hmm I am so lonelyyy , everybody just being selfish , okey I'm sorryy I forgot that u only need me when u want and just throw me when u don't want , ok bagus perangaaaii , beri tepukann , macam lahanat !

Okeyy that's all for todayy. Actually there was so many thing happen but I just don't wait to remember either. My life getting suck day by day. Especially when deal with man.