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Allah , please hear what I'm going to said :'(
I don't want to lose the person that I love please :( That's enough ! I lose a-lot-of-people that I love the most and please I'm begging YOU , for this time please don't :'( I can't imagine it , I can't accept it , I JUST CAN'T AND CAN'T :'((

Please don't change anything what I'm going through now , please DON'T :'(

Hmm, I'm confusing now , is that girl have to confess everything ? is it ? tell me the answer love I want to know :( I can't focus right now , there's so many question that does not have the answer , and once someone give me the answer , thanks God I hope I can focus :) can I have the answer soon , so-confusing ? :(