Why I'm being like this ? I feel my life was so empty . Asal ek ? Sebab there's someone that leave me . Takkan sebab tu je kot ? Hmm -____-
Sumpah sekarang macam da tade semangat doe . Aku da cam LOST myself :( And make it worse , aku da x de semangat nak study . OMG , I hate youuu and that is for forever . U make me lost direction in my own life . I HATE U fucking damn shit man ;S
Hmm , dekat skola everyday story 'bout gerai makan mase Karnival PIBG . I hope all the ppl that I invited will come that day . Sooo HOPEFUL babe (: Butbut aku cam malas kot nak bukak geraii nie . Ok I'm bored with all those things . For once let's not talk 'bout it . Aku cume berharap mereka-mereka yang aku ajak datang yeah . I'll wait and u all make me excited ((; HAHA . Ok , that is me and other girl , we all just can MENGHARAP . I hate it actly .
Now , I have to go for study . Ya Allah , rasa da lame sangat tak blaja kat rumah . Aku kadang2 online dan melalak lagu BUNKFACE bila aku stress and sometimes when I'm happy too ;p . Kadang2 aku mula crying and sometimes aku suka be alone in my room , lukis2 , dan conteng2 . That what I do . No strength at all in my study :0 InsyaAllah , lepas nie maybe esok or lusa I'll get back my strength . Aku dah tak larat nak pikir lagi sume bebanan perasaan yang aku tanggung , aku nak lepaskan semua , no more pretending and crushing . Aku redha dan terima kasih for everything .
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